This is a comment i put on my Appeal. However i feel like this need to get its own post so people understand the gravity of what im saying.
I made a genuine apologized, I’ve spent time trying to fix what i broke, Ive made multiple appeals IVE done nearly everything i can to make up for what i did, Ive played both as a hacker and without, Majorly without, I actually was popular within the server, I played on alts and nobody realized they just had a laugh and played along with me, Ive also played on my normal account after being given a second chance.
Ive done what the staff said, I took everything on the chin, I was nice i was polite i apologized for what i did.
Everyone knows what i did yet alot of people simply dont care because they remember the player i was and still am, They remember me before i made the stupid mistake for all of around 9 hours to get hacks, THEY are the reason im trying so hard to get back into the server, Im here for the community, and a major part of the community enjoys me being here, Im not going to stop because back about a year ago before i hacked this was my second home, Its sad to say but i loved this place harry created an enviroment where i could escape normal life, Have a laugh with foster get ripped into by some randoms and still have fun, Where not the rich ruled and things was actually fun in what was a rather shitty part in my life, I made a bad decision to hack. A seriously bad one, I regret it however I CANNOT take it back ive tried to do everything i can to cover it up, To become unbanned to regain the staffs trust, A few of the staff members was clearly okay with me playing (they know who they are) and even welcomed me back, Not just this a few players welcomed me back with open arms, I talked in length with them and apologized to both them and the community while i was on my alts, I dont know how else i can put it across how deeply sorry i am for what i did however, My efforts appear to be ignored.
If i wanted to just hack id do it on random servers, Not spend a year planning and waiting for water to go under the bridge, Not making 3 appeals, Not wrighting all the stuff i wrote, Not saying all the apologizes ive said, “I realise its not the decision you wanted” is a fair statement but ive worked to try and get back into the server, I’ve worked along side admins to get unbanned ive worked with the players to regain there trust.
Ive put in alot of hours into all this and this is the same outcome i was given on the first appeal i wrote, I didnt accept it then and i wont accept it now.
You see this as nuisance, I see it as me proving im not giving up, Me proving im willing to put in time, Me proving im willing to change, Me Proving im commited to not making the same mistakes.
But through everything ive seen while writing this appeal, Is the staff is too afraid, Not afraid ill hack again but afraid hat hackers will storm them and think this will happen for everyone, I dont think that will happen because most hackers that get banned havent put 600 hours ish into the server and dont know all the players and the staff that used to be active.
This isnt my last attempt at all, This is my 4th and i will make thousands of them until you realise that Mr Artist wont give up, And that Mr Artist is committed.
If you even bothered to read that then thanks, But until you read the whole thing, Dont judge me.
Dont think im just another kid wanting to “Torture a good server”
Im a guy, Just a guy wanting to play on a server i have amazingly good memories with, With a server that was my second home, With a community that became a fucked up hilarious family,
Im the reject of the family now but im trying to change and nobodys giving me the chance.
