As some of you may remember im MrArtist, for those of you that dont remember me Greetings.
Im writing this ban with an open mind and i hope you can read it with one.
Ill get to the point, I was banned for hacking around a year ago I dont remember why i did it other than i was salty i didnt realise that for the people around me i was affecting that there game quality was becoming horrible, I wouldnt call myself a bad player i just wouldnt call myself the best, I just wanted to be the best i had a strong drive and i took it all in the wrong places, Now before you think once a hacker always a hacker and all that fun stuff let me lay out some things.
I was Banned, Yea i didnt man up and admit i was hacking but what hacker does i thought i could get away with it i thought i was too good i thought i was some next level untouchable “Godlike” Gmod player, I was clearly proven wrong.
There is clear evidence of me cheating, I wont deny that, I hacked simple as i have little to no leg to stand on with this.
However, I was unbanned after writing an essay and spewing an apology and “Rigging a vote” (I still claim im not dumb enough to rig a vote with usernames that had my main in there BIO) The staff team as far as i was aware had voted to unban me, I was over the moon id spent time writing an apology and clawing at staff member to unban me, I was generally greeted back into the community however a few players disliked my return (Obviously this was to be expected) So i decided to take a brake and let water flow under the bridge, I took lets say around a month break from the server hoping people would forgive and forget or atleast forget, Most of them did and i re entered the server and played happily.
But unfortunately if that is where the story ended i wouldn’t be writing this.
I was later to find out i was unbanned infact by a corrupt moderator and some of the staff that had voted me back have left and as a result about 3 months after my ban and me playing with no issues for 2 months after the one month break i was banned yet agian, I was pissed.
I was disappointed i generally really love this server, Its one of the reasons my hours are so high on gmod, I made a second ban appeal and was greeted saying once a hacker always a hacker, I had proved i had changed in the two months, as far as i was aware i was being given a second chance, during those two months i dont think i was even reported for rdm to be honest.
So here i am writing my third ban appeal hoping desperately that my second chance will be re instated, I’ve waited a year to let water flow under the bride, Or what feels like a year at least.
I Realize this ban appeal is pretty long, I hope you read it all and can grasp how much im trying to apologies to both the staff and the players experiences i damaged.
Agian, I hope you read this with an open heart and mind, Many thanks
Mr Artist~
Below is the Original Evidence of me hacking.